My ever present help in time in need

I will bless the Lord forever
And I will trust Him at all times
He has delivered me from all fear
And he has set my feet upon a rock

And I will not be moved
And I'll say of the Lord....

You are my shield
My strength
My portion
Deliverer
My shelter
Strong tower
My very present help in time of need

Whom have I in Heaven but you?
There's none I desire beside you
You have made me glad
And I'll say of the Lord....

You are my shield
My strength
My portion
Deliverer
My shelter
Strong tower
My very present help in time of need

God is awesome- He is my absolute EVERYTHING.
For so long i thought I could do it alone- but i always knew something was missing.
I found it when I found Jesus.
Amazing!

Holidays...bummer

Im down... The holidays are here and I can't be with my son. The one and only being I live for. My prince, my everything... my heart.
How cruel life seems. In his mind he knows his mum is coming in April. Not sure if he actually knows that April has arrived, but I guess he does. Clever lad he is.
And quite the dancer so I hear from my latest telephone calls. I'm getting wild reports from my mum and sis, his current guardians. Crumping, popping, locking... too much MtvB!

Being in the Diaspora is something else I tell you. When will me my beloved country be restored to what it once was; to all its majestic glory. Then I'd be with my boy all day...sigh

Oh well..c'est la vie.